People say he was a player. When we met, he was so fun, & nice. When years & years past by, we started to talk. He was very fun to talk to. We were best friends. Until 7th grade, I wasted my time kissing him, hanging out with him. I didn’t have any respect for my friends. I lost him ever since I was getting jealous.  He didn’t care about me anymore. All we talk about is my drama. Which was a waste of his time. I realized that I just needed him in my life. Now, he likes this girl that I can’t trust anymore. She told him my secrets, which makes her not a true friend. There’s more fearful in her than her innocent, cute face. I got further apart from him. I don’t think shes worth my time to start the year. I don’t want to interfere with their relationship. I know me & him were never meant to be. But, honestly. I can’t let go on him, because he was there when I didn’t need him for my flaws. He defended me. Does he really want that girl in his life? A girl who uses her friends & tells other people’s secrets. I’m not trying to say hes the love of my life & to be conceded. But, that’s the way she is to his face & to my face. I’m glad she makes him happy. His happiness means a lot to me, but hes blind to see it who she really is.