I can say 2009 wasn’t really a good year for me. Comparing 2008 & 2009 year, I learned so much. I realized all the drama I have been going through only occur at the end of the year. In the beginning, it was going fine. I had all of my friends. Good condition, no drama. When the year grew, it went by pretty fast. Which made me frustrated to focus. I had my first boyfriend on the 3rd day of 7th grade. I didn’t really know him. Now I think hes confusing & he just pisses me off every three seconds. Now, the most important of this lesson, get to know that person first instead of rating him on his cuteness. Realizing that I have bad taste in boys, life got more frustrated. I got in a fight with a girl, I lost most of my friends. I was veery immature. I just avoided the drama, & acting all immature in all different kinds of ways. People keep on telling other people to get on her side. I had a few drama which effected everyone. The more drama you have, the more it get worse. This lasted for 5 months.  I had more fights online. In 7th grade, it was students talking crap behind peoples back. That’s gonna get old.  Sometimes, you need to confess to their face & work it out. I haven’t even tried doing that. EVER IN MY LIFE, hypocritical right? Everyday, I have been given advice about every detail of my past dramas & made me feel mature, & confident. People say its too late for me to change who I’m the person at the moment. People say they won’t be my friends anymore. I cared. But, I understand now. I do not care if people know who I am anymore, I prefer them not knowing who I am actually. It takes a matter of time to change.